It hurts when something good ends, but it hurts even more if you cling to it, knowing that its not there.

hi , year2012 is probably the worst year ever in my life.

:( .

'o' level result released . i didn't manage to get into a polytechnic . because of my failure of English.

well , English ruined my life .

During primary6 , i failed my English with a D . It's like, so what if i gotten A* for math?

During Sec1 , i failed my English , so i'd been transferred from express to n(a) stream .

During Sec4 , i pray that i can get into sec5 , worrying about my English.

& yes, i got grade4 for my English, so i can get into sec5 .

But what happen ? people constantly reminded me to focus on my English , & i didn't .

during 'o' English, i was daydreaming , daydreaming about something (not mentioning here.) .

and so, i wrote out of topic for my composition . found out that i wrote out of topic after

i wrote finish my compo . but, i don't have the time to rewrite the whole essay.

because of that , i lost all the confident of myself, and didn't focus on my paper2 .

yes . E8 for my English , well done . :)

I heard from low weijie that less than 5people in 5NA had gotten A1 for mathematics .

& i feel so proud that i actually got an A1 for math . :p

I also heard that terence thng didn't manage to get A1 for Amath . so he got A2 .

and because i remember that i didn't finish my Amath and i gotten an A2 .

Once again, i feel proud of myself . Heard that Raymond got B3 for POA .

I feel proud again because Raymond's POA is awesome like mad!

but what ? E8 for English, 17points for L1R4 . 19points for L1R5 .

but because of my failure of English. i've to go to ite.

Now i'm asking people to go simei ite. i know i'm crazy . :D .

Next , i send 4letters to 4polys for DAE . i hope that poly can really give me a chance.

T.T . i'm going crazy if i can't get into poly you know. :( .

because i've wasted so many years! T.T T.T .

lastly, i loveeeeeeeeeeee nougat .^^

Gooodbye . :)