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"Because , I meant nothing to you ."

I told myself , that I don't love you anymore .

I myself , really hate you . TTM . Because you have no heart .

You dont know how I felt . After reading those comments , I'm dishearten .

I don't know what to say , only trying to force myself not to reply .

Because I know myself that I'll start scolding if I wanted to reply .

I know I hate you , but I didn't mean that I don't love you .

I won't ask you to fuck off my life , because I don't bear to anyway -.-

I suck .

Pain , I'm really hurt . Painful .

Avoiding won't solve any problem . So I won't avoid you .

Only felt awkward whenever I saw you , all my fault -.-

Maybe you're hating me too , Idk . Nevermind , I don't wish to know .

Or later I'll be slashing myself :D

Nothing much to say , say more = cry more .

Bye .

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